November 2009
3 posts
random thoughts of the day
Today was one of those days i wasnt to sure about, but when i opened my blinds a and felt the beam of the warm sun hit my face, i knew everything would be just fine. Im learning to deal with being here, and appreciate all that is in front of me, i am not goin anywhere else without my camera! Today i saw the most beautiful, blue sky, a perfect rainbow, ugh… and the funniest high water sweat...
October 2009
36 posts
“Worrying doesn’t empty tomorrow of it’s troubles, it empties tody of...”
Sooo...
like i said in my earlier blog, went to the market today, only for a few things juice n bread… Once i got to the register i realized i didnt want one of my juices, n noticed a cart sitting immediately in front of where the line started. I assumed it was things people didnt want to get that needed to be put back on the shelves in the store so i dumped my juice in, and went to check out. A...
Hmmm...
Went to the market today, swear thas my favorite place to b in Portugal, aside from the gym and my bed… It makes me think of my grandmom, cause that was our misssion like 3 times a week, i used to think she purposely didnt get things on Sunday so she could call me to go on Tuesday, n on Tuesday she’d be sure to leave a couple more things for our Friday trip lls, I miss her so much it...
“[U are 2 me what I’am 2 U] My Eyes are see less, my hands are touch less...”
“Your Love is better than ANYTHING, anybody has hever given me before”
– It’s Me bytches!
“You know what’s the most terrifying thing about admitting that you’re in love?...”
– (via eletheowl) (via dipoutsuckaa)
“If male homosexuals are called “gay,” then female homosexuals should...”
– Shelly Roberts
Nervously Walking On Glass
Lethargic
Thoughts on my brain…
Unsure how to carry myself
Tip toeing on glass
“Y r u walking so slow??”
Ummm, I don’t know.??
*Looking down at the glass*
Thinking, lethargically, “Am I walking on it by myself?”
No that can’t be possible, were walking the same path…
Hmmm…
Maybe her shoes are super thick; n the glass doesn’t affect her.
Or maybe my shoes are super shitty and everything...
“Honest hearts produce honest actions.”
– Brigham Young
Honesty...
So im sitting here havent slept much maybe 5 hours, and im thinkin about the things that are valued in a relationship. Love, loyalty, trust, and honesty just to name a few. Im not sure many would agree but being honest with your partner about things that have been done that they would’nt approve of is a sign of your loyalty to them, and maybe a point in your corner to keep some type of trust...
to be continued...*i hope*
bsimone:
According to Sternberg’s triangular theory of love the most desired yet least achieved love is consummate love. Intimacy, passion, and commitment encompass this “perfect love.” Many have dreams of one day being fortunate enough to obtain such an amazing feeling but me personally don’t have to dream. I’m living proof, in the flesh…I have the most amazing relationship anyone could ever...
unconditionally
bsimone:
I love you.
““Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of...”
– Kahlil Gibran
A 1 Month Time Frame
In a 1 month time frame, i’ve left the comfort of my own home and coutry to chase my dreams of being a professional athlete in Portugal.
In one month’s time span, ive lost a friend that i thought i would never loose, because of my own doing, and i feel ok with that.
In one month’s time span, ive learned 3 whole Portugese sentences and a few random miscellanious phrases, *short...
Between Us?? Nah, I Guess Not...
Don’t even have a title for this, because im feelin a lil scattered. I’m thinkin technology and I are kind of at a stand still right now. I feel like im at a catch twenty-two, im damned if i don’t and i often feel damned if and when i do. There was a time when my relationship problems were my own, when i hung up the phone angry and upset, i wondered if she felt the same, if her...
Time
Time to sit and think about things that happen and my role in them
For me to sit back and think about the situation, and try the shoe on my foot.
Time allows me to realize that sometimes im in the wrong and i should’ve done things differently, *hindsight is always 20\20*
Others, time is just waisted because the shoe doesn’t fit my foot despite my attempts, so does that mean im not...
“Don’t wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There...”
– Mark Victor Hansen
Im Trying
Im trying to keep my cool and not b the big bitch that im too easily capable of being. Trying to be patient and understand that everything and everyone doesnt operate on my schedule although, i feel like everyone should. Im trying to be understanding and respectful of the fact that everyone lives their lives the way they see fit. But DAMN! These bitches are makin it hard. Clutter, dirty dishes,...
for you =)
bsimone:
“When I say I love you. You say you don’t deserve it. When I say I need you . You say I deserve someone better, When I say my life is better with you. You say I don’t know any better. But when I kiss you, you say I love you, When I have to go, you say I need you. When I am with you, you know, that there is no better feeling then our love coming together and that is something we both...
Sleep_ My Alternate Universe_
So because the job that i have doesnt require me to work for more than 2 hours a day, and im in a foreign country, i have developed a new favorite pass time…Sleep! Im sure there are better things that i could be doing with my time *thinking*…actually i dnt think there is, i dnt understand these people and the majority of these people dnt understand me sooo… i feel very limited...
“For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips...”
Ugh Today
So when i woke up this morning, it was pouring raining. Only the second day of rain since i been here, so i wasn’t really bothered by it. It was soothing actually, hearing the rain fall outside on my windowsill, the gray floresence the sky had aided to my laid back, easy-going temperment, and i felt at peace. Peace yielded to thoughts and sometimes our thoughts can and often are, our own...
“I am invariably late for appointments - sometimes as much as two hours....”
– Marilyn Monroe
